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Posted Monday, 28 May 2012 @ 16:49
Sorry I seem to be suffering from broken neck syndrome. Fact is 1) keeps fringe out of eyes/face 2) look nicer/more demure 3) it's really automatic wtf.
Can't wait for school to be out. Can't wait for payday. Can't wait for holidays. Can't wait for internship. Can't wait to graduate. Can't wait to do something with my life.
Editing photos is a start :D
Although I really should start doing work first lol okay bye!!!
Update:
Hi since my lovely friends Weilin and Livia are looking for something to read (why is it always me DOES NO ONE ELSE BLOG ANYMORE???????) (omg I'm kidding I love people who read my blog COME BACK) I shall update here because I like the three photos to much to post anything on top LOL.
I'm quite worried I feel so free wtf I have deadlines next week!!! Ugh.
Oh yeah went for Army open house last Friday (and got abandoned by Livia, Weilin, Gen and Rachel wtf) but it's okay I had lots of fun with the guys + Manjun doing manly stuff!!!!!!!!!!! I love handling guns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That day I was really tempted to sign up and serve the army but .... 5 years man. I cannot. Sigh I miss the recoil and a cartridge actually fell on my arm and it was scalding hot but not hot enough to cause a burn. I sound damn obsessed with guns now okay can.
Apparently it's damn easy to become a marksman now because of the aiming thingy which is bloody accurate as compared to the past. Don't get me wrong I love peace but GUNS, PEOPLE, GUNS. HAVE YOU EVER SHOT A GUN AT A CARDBOARD FIGURINE????
IT'S SO THERAPEUTIC. Okay stop SK stop.
By the way, ANNOYING FUCK IN WISP YOU BETTER WATCH OUT FOR YOUR PRECIOUS CAR. _|_
Work actually depresses me like fuck nowadays. Gloomiest two days of the month have thankfully passed. Didn't help that PMS/period were having a party. But I feel so much better now and I'm so goddamn thankful for that I never, ever want to relieve that weekend.
Actually I'm just gonna pretend the past 3 weeks I was in a coma and having terrible nightmares SO FUCKING GLAD I'M AWAKE NOW!!! I can appreciate the little things in life and actually reminisce without crying my eyeballs out.
So many things in my life to be happy about I shall not waste time being sad. :)
I strongly believe whatever goes up must come down and vice versa. Because one cannot experience the highest of the highs without experiencing the lowest of the lows. It's really a struggle to have to constantly remind myself that whatever shit you're going through now, it WILL get better even if it looks as if you will never be able to feel happy again. I think the worst of the worst have really passed. Looking forward to my sunshine and rainbows and food-filled days!!!
The universe has better plans for me and just wants me to go through this shit so I won't forget to remember to appreciate the good stuff. Think happy thoughts everyone. Good times don't last forever but the bad times are even shorter.
Right now I'm falling asleep waiting for this LRY to finish spring cleaning. Yon.
Short getaway, sort of.
Posted Monday, 21 May 2012 @ 00:22
My cousin (I think cousin...) got married yesterday~ So our family went to Tanjung Batu to attend the wedding dinner. The trip there was fucking horrible. Crowded, hot, noisy and I was sleep deprived ugh ugh I'm still sleep deprived.I didn't stop sweating that whole day. The wedding dinner was... okay yeah I hope I never have to do that ever again. My dad got drunk wtf. Best part of the night came when we all surprised my grandma with cupcakes and a cake. :D Everyone walked into my aunt's living room holding cupcakes with candles and sang happy birthday to her hehe. It was an advanced celebration because almost everyone was there. :)
Headed back to the hotel looking forward to a nice refreshing bath only to find out that the hotel only provided bar soap and my mom didn't bring any toiletries........................I nearly used the bar soap to wash my hair. Nearly. Thank god I don't have B.O. and that my clothes were all 100% breathable cotton wtf.
The next day was the best. Had breakfast of carrot cake (INDONESIAN CARROT CAKE IS THE BEST OK) and soya milk and koped mee goreng (damn nice wtf) then we kept moving around cuz we had to take a ferry from Batu to Batam to Singapore so we went to Batam first and did more food shopping: carton of IndoMie - mi goreng, curry puff from some famous stall and J.Co donuts. Plus my uncle brought my BB to the phone hospital and it got a new screen YAY!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE BLACK HOLES OF GLOOM ON MY SCREEN!!!!
Indonesia family scattered all over lol too many islands.
I miss the food already omgah carrot cake mee goreng FISH SOUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Btw I feel very inferior now because my cousins in Batu can ride a motorbike wtf. They're both younger than I am. Shit am I old. But then again it's ridiculously expensive to own a vehicle in Singapore and to take the license. *self-console*
Sigh wish I grew up in Indonesia.
Moving on
Posted Thursday, 17 May 2012 @ 00:12
"If it's not like the movies, that's how it should be."I think I finally understand and see that it was too tiring to stay together, even though it felt very right. I used to think that as long as we're happy now, nothing else matters. We're not good for each other because we wear each other down. It's time for me to move on since you never gave me any answer.
Thank you friends who have been very nice and loving and patient with me T_T I couldn't ask for anything more. I wish I could talk to you guys and get a load off my chest but I'm not comfortable with sharing burdens. Escaping, avoiding and forgetting are what I do best. I must have accumulated a lot of good karma my past life to have earned friends like you people :')
Okay yes in order to move on I will practise the Secret like Cheesie and Xiaxue and Qiuqiu.
Today was a tiring day thanks to 9.5 hours of Masina + Medlaw + Condes. SHIT JUST GOT REAL school is finally beginning to feel like school although Medlaw is like the new IS...................haiya. Fuck this shit I didn't choose to do Medlaw. If I chose it I will put in effort.
The Converse gang came over after school ended to cook dinner ^_^
Yanhong's rosemary pan fried chicken~
Mushroom aglio olio by me~
Broccoli and cheese soup by Weilin!!!
It's her first attempt at cooking and it's super delicious~
Matcha milk agar jelly by Livia Chua :D:D:D
Yay!
Got 3 million dollar smiles and a $50 one HAHAHA ok lame
Tuesday we decided to all wear black to commemorate hell week and coincidentally all of us (+ Rachel and also Gen but she is not in the photo) wore black dresses!!!
Tuesday was also my birthday because somehow I got presents!!!
Belated birthday present from Gen, sample perfume from Livia and Tim Tam from Rachel because I helped her design her CV!!!!
GEN KNOWS ME TOO WELL OMG I LOVE THISSSSSS :D:D:D:D
LOVE YOU TOO GEN HAHAHAHA.
I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH I AM ALSO RICH!!!! $_$
MY LIFE IS AWESOME.
On a completely unrelated note, Aerospace is awesome!!!!! If you don't mind learning science and a bit of physics you should totally take it if offered to you as an IS. Other options like Art of War and Stocks and shit will suck a lot. Last Friday we toured Aerospace hub ^_^
The engineer showing us how engines in planes work. This is a super small model AND IT WAS FUCKING LOUD we all had to wear earmuffs.
CHECK OUT THE FLAAAAAAAAAMES
Here's what I've been doing recently:
Okay byebye :D
You know what
Posted Monday, 14 May 2012 @ 21:51
Life has been bleak ever since you left. But right now you're probably having too much fun overseas. After all I've already become part of your past, someone you probably won't remember a few years from now. You weren't the only one sick and tired of everything, I was in the relationship too.In your words: "Fuck this shit. I'm done. I'm getting out of here."
Never again will I do this to myself. It's not worth it.
Life sucks and then you die
Posted @ 01:18
Hi.God I can't stand myself sometimes I can't bring myself to do any work because I never ever get satisfied with what I have done in fact the last time I felt a tinge of satisfaction (different from accomplishment) was erm how about NEVER.
I think it's why I work so much because work gives me a sense of satisfaction + accomplishment so stuff balances out and my life won't be in two halves. Weekends are devoted to adult life work and I never ever do school work if I can afford it. 5 days of school work is more than enough for me, thanks.
Life is bleak everyday with insertions of random happy periods.
Happy mother's day. I brought my mom out to Swensen's to eat and she returned me $20 where is the logic where you tell me where and my phone died so I didn't manage to take a photo of/with her.
Meh feeling to bleak and listless to type more stuff. School sucks. My deadlines this Friday include: Masina proposal, annotated bibliography, WISP exploratory essay, Aerospace reflection and Content Design sketchbook + proposal. Go me.
I feel so angry at the world today.
I shall go and stare at my to-do list and deadlines on my iCal despondently.
I hate school.
I feel so loved
Posted Tuesday, 8 May 2012 @ 22:09
I feel so loved today leh ^-^ Time to think happy thoughts to drown the sad ones and keep them at bay. So many things to be happy about (minus the assignments la)!!!! I had subway today! I haven't had subway in ages. Mr Ashraf extended our deadline to Sunday!!! Also found out that I am very loved by my friends :') I mean I know my friends love me but I didn't know they love me thiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much. :')They're all angels my friends. I am friends with angels. :')
Looking back, I regret a lot of things, but perhaps this is the best for us. I need to gain perspective in life and learn to control my temper (doubt I can do this anytime soon with the weather being such a bitch), Thank you for the past 8 months.
I have to do some work nao. Photojourn is due this Friday and I'm not even halfway done. But it's okay. I will get there!!!
Got feel for photobooth ^_^
Of good and bad things in life
Posted Sunday, 6 May 2012 @ 01:38
I hate weekends. Never liked them, never will.
Unless I get to stay home all day and avoid crowds or when I'm overseas. When I'm overseas the days of the weeks don't exist.
However Friday was made somewhat bearable by Ah Loy Thai, Livia Chua, Kiat, Yuhan and Chunxian :) I remember the morning starting terribly ugh IS will always be the bane of everyone's NP life with the exception of Contemp Issues and Aerospace and S&W.
Too lazy to post photos from Ah Loy Thai. Long story short I had dinner at Ah Loy Thai with Livia after school and then rushed to meet Kiat, Yuhan and Chunxian at Somerset to sit down and talk cock and take photos. :)
Those were the days.
Today (Sat) I worked till 3pm then had a Photojourn outing till night~ It was fun. I missed going on Photog outings. Though I have nothing good to show lol maybe next time when I'm not too lazy to upload. Went grocery shopping at night to cheer self up. Now I can has food~
Byebye.
It's a good day
Posted Wednesday, 2 May 2012 @ 22:46
Great news! The gloom and doom period has passed!!! I know because:1) I feeeeeeeeel goood na na na na na na na
2) Good hair day!!!
3) I look good in Photobooth :')
4) It rained!!! I'd rather be drenched in rain then in sweat so I looove rainy days.
Anyway had MASINA consult in the morning~ Ashraf was very nice to us. I feel a glimmer of hope!!!!!!! Had serious talks with Manjun and Weilin. Sometimes our future seems very bleak BUT WE MUST PRESS ON BECAUSE WE CAN ONLY PROGRESS NOT GO BACKWARDS!!!!!!!!! I feel so bad for the Print Journ people :'((((((((( So many assignments haiiii cut them some slack leh.
Took more photos today than last two weeks combined. ^_^
Manjun plaited my fringe!!! Hehehe.
Wore my one and only skirt from Guang Gu, Wuhan!!! The tag says Cotton On 'XS' wtf lol. I think I bought it for $12 or $10!!! Can't really remember. Super love the print~ REGRET NOT BUYING MORE SKIRTS WALAO WEH COME BACK SINGAPORE ONLY ALL THE DRESSES UGLY + EXPENSIVE -_-
My face when doing Masina. #truestory
I love gifs ^______^
Convenient for when I don't want to spam my blog post with photos of myself.
Had dinner with Poon and Denise!!!!!! Abigail pangseh walao but then she sick la give chance. Ate from the China stall omg loveeee it!!! Not as good as the halal stall but good enough to satisfy a china food craving. Haven't tried their xiao long bao yet :(
My hot and spicy chicken ramen!!!
Denise's zha jiang mian! I WANNA EAT ZHA JIANG MIAN NAOOOOO!!!
Poon's seafood tomyam ramen!!!! The tomyam is surprisingly good.
I miss working together with the bunch of them. Our only complaints were the customers and the boss. Any internal conflict is because of weird colleagues whom we have fun with too. Lol. By the way the photos are messy because we started eating then I was like "OMG HAVEN'T TAKE PHOTO!!!!!!!!!" Yes.
Tomorrow's another day~~~ Gonna head down to NLB to continue MASINA *dies* and get started on all the other shit (Condes shit Photojourn shit) actually my workload is very light so I shall not complain.
Blogging is such a good distraction ha ha ha I don't want to be left alone with my feelings they are scary and horrible and I will start on Photojourn tonight!!!! After I bathe. I WILL!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay I don't think I will I want to watch Howl's Moving Castle. And tomorrow I'll go to NLB to waste my day away :(
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!